SW/CW : 365Heyyy...long time no see...I am here. Back to my highest weight...ya know, shit happens. DIET I am trying super hard to get back into the swing of things, but I cannot seem to get a grasp on my diet. I am totally over eating. I eat portions that are too big, I am… Continue reading 8.15.17 Back in the Saddle Again
If I didn’t forget anything, I think I ate under calories today! What what!! I just synced my Fitbit and I killed it! I ran a couple errands, and helped with cleaning my air conditioner and other handy work type things. All green today! So even if I did miss counting something, it didn’t matter!… Continue reading Whoa! Today Was a Good Day?
Well, I don’t know what day I am on. As far as I am concerned, this is Day 1 again, but I think that might get a little confusing. I am going to have like 10 million Day 1’s, but 10 million Day 1’s are better than giving up for good. I mean, one Day… Continue reading 10 Million Day One’s
Wow, I am totally sucking at everything. I haven’t posted here or on my Instagram in like a week. I haven’t been super bad, but I just totally haven’t been feeling it lately. I just haven’t been feeling at all since I re-started. I don’t want to quit, but I need to snap out of… Continue reading Day 46 – Shitty Week
I stepped on the scale and I was 349/350. WHAT EVEN IS THAT? It was after I went to the bathroom and everything. It’s not the be all, end all of my motivation or anything, but it getting fucking ridiculous now. Like, I am so over it. It is stupid. I tried to see in… Continue reading Day 39 – When You Gain 10lbs Overnight
I was going to go to sleep without writing anything today because it wasn’t too eventful, but daily means daily soooo… Today I stepped up on the scale because I was curious and I was 339. It was 349 on Sunday. Like??? I am so confused. Anyway, I will take it. I am just hoping… Continue reading Day 38 – Eating Salad in the Dark
I almost forgot to publish my vlog today. I would have scheduled it, but I hadn't made the thumbnail or filled out my description yet. Anyway, I explained in my video that I am kicking weekly vlogs to monthly or bimonthly. Daily blogs will still be a thing, but watch the video if you want… Continue reading Day 37 – Last Weekly Update Vlog + Sore Traps
I forgot to post yesterday before I went to sleep again. Sometimes I am super down for writing stuff and other days I am not. Yesterday’s food was good. I posted all my meals. I am working on the whole stomach shrinking thing. Smaller portions and whatnot. I mentioned it a couple days ago. I… Continue reading Day 35/36 – Walks Suck But Showers Are Awesome
I woke up from a dream feeling like my weight loss wasn’t all it could be. Subconscious has not met conscious. I feel like everything is going to come together soon. I am out of potatoes and bread, there’s no white rice in the house, and I am trying my best to stay away from… Continue reading Day 34 – When Conscious Meets Subconscious
I fell asleep again yesterday before I had a chance to write anything down or finish my exercises. I did a couple sets of them earlier in the day and was planning to finish before bed but I totally knocked out. I only got 4 hours of sleep the night prior. Today, however, I got… Continue reading Day 32/33 Riesling. ‘Cause I’m Fancy.